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Childhood Friends - Jan 23 2024

 

Childhood Friends

Jan 23 2024




I envy the people

who are still friends

with someone they grew up with.


Who knew you when.

Who has no illusions.

And who, you know for certain

won't question, judge, reject you

no matter what you say.


In the art of friendship

they are Picasso

Modigliani

Vermeer.

Or perhaps even more

Norman Rockwell,

whose sentimental illustrations

celebrate the familiar.

And in its challenges

they are endurance athletes

who do the hard work

of maintaining relationship.


In our turbulent lives

where little is reliable

life-long friends are constants;

like those round bottomed dolls

you try to knock off-balance

but always right themselves.

Or like an old majestic oak

that's been there all your life,

its gnarled bark and massive trunk

immovably fixed;

you know you can lean on it

with all your weight

no matter what.


Your in-laws

blood relatives

one great love

are all obvious;

no one doubts the importance

attachment

sacrifice.

While acquaintances

are exactly that;

ships, that pass in the night.


Friendship, though, is too often taken for granted.

Forgetting

that you may tire of your lover

or be betrayed,

and may very well dislike

the family you're stuck with.


Old friends

who, after years apart

take up where you left off

and it feels perfectly natural.


Who happened to live next door

when you were both in grade school,

dared, and double-dared

who'd go first.


And now

half a century on

are still childhood friends;

there to the end

until the last one goes.


I’m not entirely comfortable with the sentimentality here. Not at all my thing, or the poetry I like to read.

Which doesn't invalidate the opening statement: it really is extraordinary, and I am envious!


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