Filling the World with Sound
Sept 26 2026
I wonder if the dog I hear in the distance
is barking at the echo
he's made himself?
Trapped
in a recursive loop
until his bark gives out.
But at least he doesn't shrink
from expressing himself.
Full-throated, he is fully present,
contained in a circumscribed world
of him
his listener
and their life-and-death feud.
While I keep to myself,
speaking softly
if at all.
Not so much humble, as fearful
-- because the smaller the target
the harder to hit.
Although I too am caught in a loop
I've made myself,
an echochamber
of agreeable voices
that validate me.
Not to mention
enjoying the sound of my own.
Am I as territorial
as that excitable dog?
Saliva bubbling from its lips
strings of drool dribbling down,
rising up on 2 hind legs
then springing stiffly
on 4 extended ones
flinging flecks of spit?
Like a boxer, who taunts his opponent
by bouncing lightly on the mat,
then beckons
with an upturned fist
as if to say just try me!
Hardly, I admit.
I'm no watchdog, or protector
to-the-last-drop-of-blood,
no fighter
or brawler
at the drop-of-a-glove.
I don't even speak up,
habitually biting my tongue
for fear of giving offence.
More mouse than dog,
I scurry along the baseboards
in a grey blur
I hope goes unnoticed,
emitting rapid-fire squeaks
too high for human ears.
So while the dog prowls its borders
and fills the world with sound
I shrink into mine,
protected by silence
hunkered down out of sight.
One of my dogs was barking incessantly the other day. It’s relatively isolated where I live, so I generally let them: a barking dog won’t bother anyone, and I like to let them have their fun. But this was getting annoying, and when it appeared she was barking at her own echo, I told her to stop. Then wondered if I hadn’t, just how long would she have carried on?!
Today, the neighbour’s dog was going at it, frustrated she couldn’t join my girls who were chasing balls in the lake. I thought how free they must feel compared to me: while I keep my head down and am acutely aware of making noise that could disturb others, dogs are little solipsists who haven’t any concern about the world outside themselves. They put their whole being into it. There is no restraint.
. . .How enviable!

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