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Sweet Nothings - April 5 2022

 

Sweet Nothings

April 5 2022


Taking a stab

with your elementary French

or high school Spanish,

feels like regressing

to grade school or kindergarten.

You can only express

the simplest thoughts

most basic desires.


You are travelling in a foreign land

where no one understands,

but who must just imagine

you're not very smart.


So you learn to listen

observe.

Take chances,

because you're not impressing anyone.

It can be fun to play the fool

throw up your hands.

To free yourself

of expectation

and simply be present

reputation be damned.


Sometimes, when we talk

I feel just as lost,

as if on a rocky coast

across a stormy ocean

battered by surf,

or bargaining hard

in some exotic bazaar.

Like speaking to a foreigner

in my native tongue,

I speak louder, slower

enunciate my words.

Except

when they come in short sharp bursts

intended to hurt,

wound

but leave no mark.


Perhaps French would work better,

the language of love.

Or Spanish,

where they come alive

in the cool of night

in the romantic plazas

of Madrid or Seville.

Where we would both take care

to keep it simple.

Pack light

and lose the tiresome baggage.

Act

like gracious guests

who depend on the kindness of strangers.


In our apartment

after dark,

whispering sweet nothings

and perfectly understood.


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