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Proclamation - Dec 8 2025

 

Proclamation

Dec 8 2025


At a certain age

a child can “emancipate” herself.

I’m not sure how old

or if there might be some kind of quiz

to test her maturity.

Which would be odd

considering you’re free to give birth

no questions asked. 


Emancipation”

which I thought was only slavery

but there you go.

It’s clearly a powerful word

and one I’d love to use for myself

   —  age notwithstanding. 

To be released from my numerous flaws.

From my minor vices,

perhaps my major ones.

From the role I fill;

not sure

if it was given

or I gave it to myself

because I thought that was what they wanted.

And glory be,

from the thoughts 

that circle endlessly

like snakes eating their tails.

If only once in a while,

when life gets hard

and I become too much 

even for myself.


But back to the girl.

How horrible 

her childhood must have been

to want so badly to leave.

To declare her parents unfit,

renounce her family,

and go out into the world

even more unformed

than young people normally do.


Or is her urgency just adolescent angst,

parents

too overwhelmed to cope?


But either way

how ecstatic it must feel

to proclaim yourself free.

I’m already on my own

and far too old for such legalities,

yet envy that watershed moment

in her young and promising life. 


Which can only happen once

and too late for any of us;

too fixed in our ways,

too comfortably ensconced.

Too bent

under the weight of expectation

and the burden of care

to get a fresh start

   . . . be born again 

       . . . reinvent ourselves. 


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