Sleeping Dogs
June 21 2026
I root for the underdog.
Don’t we all?
For the rebels
with more passion than means.
For the social justice warriors
who know in their heart what’s right,
even though self-righteousness
can focus vision to a laser beam
scorching what it sees.
And for the last place team,
whose diehard fans
believe in miracles
— the magical season
when the comeback kids
go from last to first.
Because under-dogs
are the vessel of hope,
and hope is never false
victory all the sweeter.
While the over-dog
weighed down by expectation
has no such dreams
— a win
comes simply as relief.
Yet who admits
to being top dog?
Everyone, it seems, even the most privileged
has a chip on their shoulder,
a niggling sense of envy,
a feeling life’s unfair.
As if we’re all Davids against Goliath,
underdogs
gamely challenging
the powers that be.
All rebels,
even those defending
the status quo.
Because in a time of tumultuous change
standing still and taking a breath
can itself seem radical.
All filled with hope.
Until, that is, the moment we’re not;
neither over- nor under- ,
just sleeping dogs
lying in the sun
taking quick shallow breaths,
too exhausted by the heat
to seek out any shade.
The fateful moment
when hope abandons us,
and remaking the world
doesn’t matter anymore.
Is this another example of my subconscious emerging despite me when, like a stenographer taking dictation instead of authoring the words, I let the poem write itself? Because aside from the idea that we all naturally root for the underdog, I began without any idea what I’d say. Yet somehow, the place I end up at is despair: not the brave warrior, rebel, and reformer against the odds, but the idealist who has finally given up. Is this really where I am now: disillusioned and demoralized?
(Btw, I’m one of those diehard fans who has suffered for countless years with my team. But last season, we came within a whisker of winning it all. Only underdogs get to enjoy the extra measure of sweetness that comes with such unexpected good fortune. So this season I realized just what a burden expectation is. And now — almost halfway through, and with that expectation predictably disappointed — I’ve returned to the far more familiar terrain of hope. A lighter feeling that makes playing well good enough, and losing, easier to bear!)


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