Lovers No Longer Walk
May 18 2026
The park is quiet
a little after dark
as rain clouds threaten
and the wind picks up.
The picnickers are gone.
Leaving only the ants,
an army
of battle-hardened scavengers
scurrying through the grass
in all-black camouflage.
Along with some trash
tossed haphazardly
as one naturally does.
KFC
that slipped half-eaten
from little toddlers’ greasy hands,
distracted kids
who keep wandering off by themselves.
And watermelon rinds
littering the grass,
half-eaten
so they grin like rictus smiles
missing bad teeth;
organic waste
so it must be OK
to let the earth reclaim them.
Half-smoked butts
uncrushed
lie scattered on the ground,
flicked away still lit
and left to smoulder there.
Their lipstick stained filtertips
seem unseemly, somehow;
like a beautiful woman
with a croupy cough
hacking up phlegm,
or makeup
laid-on too thick.
What story do they tell
of secret trysts and hissy fits
and final bitter words?
The sounds of laughter
and family squabbles
have exhausted themselves;
fanning out in waves
through the cooling air
until eventually flattening out;
If only the sour taste
of sibling rivalry
could as easily be erased.
No one plays
on the safety-first slides
judgment-free climbing walls
and equal access monkey bars
made from local wood.
No parents hover,
no shy kids look on
as if their noses
were pressed against the glass.
Against their nature
the swings hang still as plumb lines;
vacant seats
open to all comers
but not in any rush.
Their landing pits
are well dug-in
to the well-trampled grass.
So it’s easy to see
where bored teens
end up killing time;
hanging out ironically, of course,
but with a tinge of nostalgia
they’d never admit.
Where they swing languidly
passing a doobie hand to hand,
trailing their feet through the dirt
and gazing dreamily up.
The frisbees and dogs have gone.
Lovers no longer walk
arm-in-arm.
While the skateboarders have rumbled off
to who knows where,
leaving the walkways safe
for little old ladies
and moms with babies in fancy prams
as big as compact cars
and costing almost as much.
So when the rain comes, there will be only me,
walking by myself
in raincoat and galoshes
and bright yellow hat
leaking water down my neck,
muttering under my breath
about the state of the world
and the wreck we’ve made of it.
About bad weather
that somehow suits my temperament.
And about the garbage they left
in a sodden mess
crumpled on the ground.
I suppose how one deals with existential despair that feels overwhelming: focusing in on something manageable. But also blowing up in a way that raises eyebrows, seeming out of proportion to the relatively minor provocation. Here, my patience is frayed: I’m annoyed, curmudgeonly, keen to complain, and — it seems — bothered by everything. In short, not that far from the truth, lol!
When my mother attained a certain age, as well as a level of acceptance, she not only let the grey in her hair show, but started unabashedly calling herself a “little old lady”. So a small nod to her. (In the poem, it was “wobbly old ladies” before I couldn’t resist changing it.)
I quite enjoyed the image of cool teens on the swing set “hanging out ironically” as they swung slowly back and forth, leaning back and stinking of pot. … Nothing I haven’t seen myself!

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