But
the Sleeping Dogs Slept
Jan
18 2019
Confused by the light
he
sprinted ahead of us,
alarmed,
but under control;
as
if he could run all night
hardly
tiring.
Before
he clambered up
the
high banks
and
vanished into darkness,
leaving
a few clumps of snow
runnelling
down
the
smoothly scoured surface.
Heading north
Heading north
on
a country road
on
a frigid winter night.
When
the frozen seat had softened
but
frost still rimmed the glass.
The
warm cocoon, the hum of tires
the
heater's steady purr.
A
Brahms concerto
coming
over the air
from
somewhere vaguely south,
before
it lost to static
a
little further on.
When
an impression of motion
in
the shifting greys
broke
my trance-like calm,
a
disturbance
in
the cone of light
that
cut the icy dark.
A
deer?
...a fox?
...a fox?
...a
large lost dog?
Until
my perspective sharpened
and
I was certain it was wolf.
Thinking
of all the howls
in
the lonely hours
when
we wondered just how far.
And
of its sure powerful stride;
urgent,
but not panicked.
Because
foxes dart, deer frantically stumble.
And
dogs bark
like
the overgrown puppies they are.
While
the wolf's majestic bearing
left
little doubt
who
belonged to this land
and
who commanded deference.
But
the sleeping dogs slept,
their
animal warmth
and
steady humid breath.
Oblivious
to
the feral scent of predators
and
ever-present threats.
So
up we drove
the
winding road
between
towering banks of snow.
Like
a slender life-line
carved
out of winter
by
the massive yellow plow,
its
acrid smoke, diesel racket
rattling
steel blade.
While
the lone wolf
bounded
freely through the woods.
His
keen vision
illuminating
the dark,
his
enormous paws
padding
softly
as
he vanished into night.
I
was sad to read today of Mary Oliver's death. But as I read the
various remembrances, I was reminded how much this beloved and
admired poet's style is very similar to mine: often missing the
presence of people; revelling in the natural world; descriptive,
lyrical, epiphanic; somewhat deprecating of man's place in nature;
and written in a direct and accessible style. And I found great
encouragement in this, since I often think that my poetry is boring,
repetitive, and not coloured enough by deep human emotion and
circumstance. What, one more “nature poem”? Another overly
descriptive piece, when all I can resort to for inspiration in my
uneventful existence (ahh, the romantic life of the poet!) is
looking out the window ...again?
So
I felt it worthwhile to have a go at this one. After all. Risking
“more of the same.” If for nothing more than the pleasure of
writing. Not of having written, but of the writing itself. I think as
prolific a poet as Mary Oliver would be with me on this, as well.