Monday, February 14, 2011

The Fullness of Time
Feb 13 2011


What will become
of high school sweethearts
in the heat of summer?
In the torpid sun
when parasitic insects buzz.
When rivals blossom
fruit ripens, then drops,
free-for-the-picking.
All too brief, in its luscious peak.

When the honeymoon of adolescence
ends?
When the sweethearts depart for college
and re-invent themselves?
When life eventually commences
with a succession of jobs, new friends
the next 0ne-true-love?
At high school reunions
which neither attends?
When one leaves town,
and a marriage ends?

And when, unexpectedly, they meet again
by intention, or chance
or act of God?

If you are romantically inclined
you already know the ending.
And if you believe in destiny
there can be no doubt.
Me, I’m not sure how it comes out.

Hair thins, bodies soften, idealism grows dim.
And to re-visit
the younger version of himself
in middling middle age
puts everything at risk,
the self-sustaining illusions
of memory.
But by now
after so many opportunities have been missed
can he let her go, again?

The high school lovers.
The heat of summer.
The fruit, still luscious
in the fullness of time.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

What a lovely read, Brian -- "The Fullness of Time" beautifully captures the journey from a hopeful life in high school to the nostalgia of adulthood. As one who found love with my high school sweetheart years after the honeymoon of adolescence I know how one story ended. Your poem is a timely reminder of the uncertainty of our dreams. Thank you for writing this.
Susan Crossman

Unknown said...

Lovely, Brian --

"The Fullness of Time" beautifully captures the journey from the trusting years of high school to the nostalgia of adulthood. As one who found love again with my high school sweetheart, I know how one story ends and your poem is a poignant reminder of the risks inherent in our dreams.

Thank you for writing this!

-- Susan Crossman