Slippery
When Wet
Aug 24 2016
They
have a lane to themselves
in
the public pool.
They
bob lightly
where
the bottom drops-off,
feet
barely touching
heads
up enough
to
breathe.
They
are kissing and snuggling,
hands
fumbling, bodies clutched tight.
An
adolescent couple, on the cusp of sex
oblivious
to the swimmers
churning
through laps.
As
if submersion
rendered
them invisible.
As
if nothing mattered
outside
of touch.
How,
at least for now
they
glory in freedom
from
supervision
disappointment
gravity’s
relentless toll.
Where
the only thing that lies
between
them, and fierce desire
is
the thin nylon material
that
isn’t hiding much.
I
know it seems rude
to
flaunt their youth so brazenly,
so
publicly conduct
such
a private act.
But
I understand
how
it is to be young
and
discovering hunger, love, lust
as
if for the first time ever.
How
it feels to be overcome
by
urgency, and revelation.
How
the thrill of intimacy
and
invincible youth
reduces
the universe
to
a world of two.
Sexual
tension
transmits
through water
like
an electric arc;
her
near nakedness
exciting
him,
the
firm heat of his skin
has
her tingling inside.
I
swim by, turning to breathe,
and
get a glimpse of bodies suspended
arms
and legs enmeshed.
Through
the stagnant pool, my fogged lenses.
The
turbulence
where
water meets air.
I swim regularly in the pool, and this isn’t unusual to see on a Friday night: a teen-aged couple getting hot and bothered, and so absorbed in each other that all self-consciousness evaporates. As if submersion rendered them invisible. I can see how such intimate behaviour in a public place could be seen as rude and inconsiderate. But I can also understand and excuse it.
I think the narrator here feels a mix of admiration and envy. And I wonder if the final stanza is as much about repression and denial, and maybe regret, as it is about the laws of physics.
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